pain
Pain never let go..I most of times think that how is hard to survive like this..how all people out there hold up there emotions and I can't..I m losing my mind so fast I don't remember what I do what I say..it's just felt so alone and idk so whenever you try to build smtg or talk to smtg it looks desperation instead of normal conversation..I really don't want to live like this it hurts a lot like when you sleep your head starts to hurts a lot ..Ur chest get tightened with abnormal normal pulsation going on .. idk how everything gonna be alright but I hope someday it will be all good and when I remind all of this again I could say that yeah I lived it fully ..the person without motive is just moving on passing by the notion ntg else and that describes me .. personally people are so busy in themselves so whenever I want to talk it feels ignorant but allr ..I really need someone to divert my mind ..helpless but it doesn't work this way crazy..I m totally hurt but I m f...